| January 14, 2008 |
[11 May 2008|01:15pm] |
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She broke up with me.
Brynn broke up with me.
I could keep writing it but it still hasn't sunk in.
Technically this happened on the 10th. But... we've broken up before. I mean, we used to break up a lot. I don't know, I sort of figured I'd give her time, you know? We'd work it out.
I'm not the most mature guy in the world. I know that. But I sucked it up and went to have a talk with her. Only that didn't go so well.
She basically said that she knows i love her and she loves me back, but at the stage we are right now, I have so much going on in my life, and she has so much going on in hers, and that it doesn't seem like we are going to meet in the same place and she'd rather we end now, than make it more painful later. BEcause she knows I have all sorts of things going on...
The school year is almost over.
I know I'm a busy guy. Hell, I don't know how I have time to sleep. I mean, some of it might not be what other people would consider priorities but I do.
My internship obviously.
But golf and the frat are huge time consumers and that's my life.
Someone tell me how this is less painful, it being now?
Also, everyone should be amazed at my drunken typing skills.
After years of practice, I'm pretty damn good, right?
I mean.
I was going to ask her to marry me.
After graduation.
I even picked out the ring.
I didn't buy it yet, because you know, I needed a girl's opinion and wanted to ask Bri.
But still.
I was going to ask her to marry me.
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